Karma

You think that it's over,
that there's nothing to come,
but it's creeping beside you,
for you to succumb

You brainwash your victims,
till their judgment splits
Till they serve their purpose,
and you call acquits

The lies you shed out,
hurt all whose around
Till they unlock the chain,
that's tying them down

Its coming to get you,
there's no where to hide,
till deception and judgment,
commence to collide

Dedicated To: Bradlon

I Forgive You

My body is trembling,
as I lay in this bed
Soak up the tears,
that my body has bled

Whisper I'm special,
as you kiss on my ear
My vision is blank,
you're all I can hear

After all this,
I've awaken my heart
Here to be loved,
or taken apart

The heartache of life,
can turn you around
Break all that's inside you,
till you fall to the ground

But I choose to be,
the one who becomes,
the person whose forgiven,
all that you done

Dedicated to: Joel

Will You?

My head hangs low,
I'm trying not to cry
This hurt that surrounds me,
is bleeding me dry

I cant let you do this,
I wont let this be
A person I trusted,
has now set me free

You were my everything,
my sun in the sky
my life, it depends on you
and the warmth you supply

It used to be us,
but now its just me
I'm feeling your torture,
I cant let this be

The days have grown short,
my times running out
The life you've given me
I'll soon be without

Is it too late to save me?
Will the sun ever shine?
Did my words mean nothing?
Will you leave me behind?

Will you promise to love me
even though I must go,
as your light fades dimmer
and the moon is aglow?

As I’m sinking so deep,
and I’m falling apart
Will stop what your doing,
and kindle my heart?

Will you go back in time,
and rise once again?
will you stay away from darkness,
and let the sunlight seep in?

Written: Dec. 30, 2007

Waiting For You

Lady In Pain,
I See In Her Eyes
The Hurt From Within,
That She Tried To Disguise.

She Carries A Rose,
That's Covered With Grime
To Show That Some Beauty
Will Wilt Over Time

The Years Kept On Passing,
Her Blood Has Turned Cold
She Waits For His Spirit,
And Her Heart To Unfold

Sadly It's Over,
The Fact Is She Died
Just When Her Husband
Came Back For His Bride

All That She Wanted,
Was A Man She Could Touch
To Bring To Her Joy,
And A Heart She Can Clutch

Unwanted Feeling

Stuck In My Sadness,
There's Nothing To Gain
I Cry Out A River,
To Drain Out The Pain

My Flesh Is Still Burning,
Yet This Feelings So Cold,
I Lie In The Sunlight
With No One To Hold

Can't Seem To Find It
I Need To Belong
I'll Sit Here And Wait
For Love To Come Along

The Colors Have Gone

As I drift off to sleep,
There's a beat in my head
Of the clock that is ticking,
As I lay in my bed

I'm deep in my realm,
The hours pass by
Seeing no beauty,
And no warmth in the sky

No colors, no feelings,
Everything’s dead
Still, like the words
from the books i have read.


Still I'm in deep,
This dream is so bland
The people are kind,
but they don't understand

The blessing of color,
And what they all mean
Reveals the true knowledge,
Of how things are seen

Yet there's no color,
It's all black and white
This dream keep replaying,
When I sleep every night

Written: March 10, 2006

Dedicated To: The Giver

Strong

I feel so much stronger
I'm standing my ground
This confidence within me,
I finally have found

I don't care whose with me,
I'll watch as they go
I'll smile in the darkness,
My strengh I will show

I'm proud to be happy,
I'm glad that you're here
but if you too must leave me,
I won't shed a tear

I'll hold my head high,
I'll keep my mind stong
This feeling within me,
was here all along